the fall felt natural

"they are waiting to take us into the severed garden. do you know how pale and wanton thrillful comes death on a strange hour? unannounced, unplanned for
like a scaring, over-friendly guest you've brought to bed."

"for as in adam all die, even so in christ shall all be made alive."

✞ will or widmo
✞ 23 ✞ it/he/she ⚒
✞ certified freak
✞ tumblr/discord: @sweetbreads

✞ trans + queer aro butch
✞ audhd + psychotic + nd
✞ anti-censorship / pro-freedom of expression
✞ pro-fiction / anti-harassment / sals
✞ rad-inclus / for all good-faith identities
✞ pro-kink / pro-para (anti-abuse)

"there seemed to be something tragic in a
friendship so coloured by romance."


"but the wolves who guard their wounds,
hide their limps and their health, are all eaten too."

IDENTITY
__β€’ ME __
** ✞ Will Graham
(NBC Hannibal)**
✞ Eddie Gluskin (Outlast: Whistleblower)
✞ Daniel of Mayfair
(Amnesia: The Dark Descent)


__ KINS__
β€’ PRIMARY KINS
✞ Harrier "Harry" Du Bois (Disco Elysium)
✞ Oswald Mandus (Amnesia: A Machine
For Pigs)
✞ Richard "Rick" Trager (Outlast)
✞ Patrick Bateman (American Psycho)
✞ Dennis "Des" Nilsen


β€’ SECONDARY KINS
✞ Josef K (Der Proceß / The Trial)
✞ Tom 'Red' Redwood (Penumbra: Overture)
✞ R M Renfield (Dracula 1931 / 1897)
✞ Arthur Fleck (Joker)
✞ Artemiy Burakh (Pathologic)


__β€’ OTHERKIN __
✞ deer cryptid / anomaly
✞ mixed / unknown breed stray dog
✞ red deer stag


"i'm unclean, a libertine."

"remember when we found misery? we watched her, watched her spread her wings."


my special interests include:πŸ«€ video games: anything frictional games
(amnesia series + penumbra, soma), outlast i + ii, pathologic, disco elysium, lost in vivo, cry of fear, half life, faith, mouthwashing, resident evil, dead by daylight, don't starve and others
πŸ«€ dracula (1897), bram stoker's dracula (1992), browning's dracula (1931), nosferatu (1922), renfield (2023)
πŸ«€ nbc hannibal (2013-15) and heu (various)
πŸ«€ doctor who (especially moffat era who)
πŸ«€ good omens (2019-)
πŸ«€ music (ask me)
πŸ«€ american psycho (2000)
πŸ«€ the shining (1980)
πŸ«€ thomas harris hannibal lecter novels (1981-2006)
πŸ«€ philosophy
πŸ«€ psychology, sociology and psychiatry
πŸ«€ (true) crime and forensics
πŸ«€ paraphilas, fetishes, kinks
πŸ«€ deer

"the words beneath my skin, the ink that put you in, destroying all the things you left around 'cause i'm earthbound coming down."


"Lord knows, it would be the first time."

"you are the way you always were.
you like your cruel games, but i am not so quick
to break. i count my gain in blood and pain."

Before you follow / interact:Yes, I know DNIs are useless but I still wish to set some boundaries.✞ no fascists, radfems, racists, queerphobes, ableists, fatphobes and similar bigots
✞ no pro-c maps & zoos/supporters (pro csa/bestiality/rape).
✞ no antis / aka the pro-abuse, pro-harassment over fiction and thought crime bunch.
✞ no minors (for both safety and comfort)
I don't have time for drama, I firmly believe in the freedom of artistic expression.I block liberally to curate my online experience, it's not that deep.*

*(to those wrongfully blocked, especially if you have anxiety/paranoia/BPD/etc. who I may have unfollowed/blocked, DM me ((on an alt if necessary)) and we can discuss the situation).