




"they are waiting to take us into the severed garden. do you know how pale and wanton thrillful comes death on a strange hour? unannounced, unplanned for
like a scaring, over-friendly guest you've brought to bed."


"for as in adam all die, even so in christ shall all be made alive."





"there seemed to be something tragic in a
friendship so coloured by romance."



"but the wolves who guard their wounds,
hide their limps and their health, are all eaten too."
__ KINS__
β’ PRIMARY KINSβ Harrier "Harry" Du Bois (Disco Elysium)
β Oswald Mandus (Amnesia: A Machine
For Pigs)
β Richard "Rick" Trager (Outlast)
β Patrick Bateman (American Psycho)
β Dennis "Des" Nilsen
β’ SECONDARY KINS
β Josef K (Der ProceΓ / The Trial)
β Tom 'Red' Redwood (Penumbra: Overture)
β R M Renfield (Dracula 1931 / 1897)
β Arthur Fleck (Joker)
β Artemiy Burakh (Pathologic)

"i'm unclean, a libertine."





"remember when we found misery? we watched her, watched her spread her wings."





my special interests include:π« video games: anything frictional games
(amnesia series + penumbra, soma), outlast i + ii, pathologic, disco elysium, lost in vivo, cry of fear, half life, faith, mouthwashing, resident evil, dead by daylight, don't starve and others
π« dracula (1897), bram stoker's dracula (1992), browning's dracula (1931), nosferatu (1922), renfield (2023)
π« nbc hannibal (2013-15) and heu (various)
π« doctor who (especially moffat era who)
π« good omens (2019-)
π« music (ask me)
π« american psycho (2000)
π« the shining (1980)
π« thomas harris hannibal lecter novels (1981-2006)
π« philosophy
π« psychology, sociology and psychiatry
π« (true) crime and forensics
π« paraphilas, fetishes, kinks
π« deer





"Lord knows, it would be the first time."
"you are the way you always were.
you like your cruel games, but i am not so quick
to break. i count my gain in blood and pain."



